i just can't live a lie

. I love you, you love me, we are happy family, with a great big hug and kiss from me to you * MWAHS* won't you say you love me too .


I, Me & Myself



Misses

Baby Lara

Loads

. i swear to you she's the cutest thing alive . ♥

oh gosh! i so want to go to KL after my exams just to visit her.
play with her although she can't really play yet.
but oh ; ALL THE JOY seeing her smile.
this is why I ♥ kids ; friggin adorable I tell you!

can't wait till she grows older about a year. then she can talk and walk. oh yes! i can't wait.
it's gonna be headache for my cousin but a big hooray for me

. pls do not disturb me. I'm taking my break .

well now when she's still small she still looks like a baby boy. HAHA
but nevertheless, I still ♥ love her the way she looks.
her brownish black hair + gorgeous BIG GREY eyes + the pouty "TAN" family's mouth
makes her as cute as ever.

she will for sure have that "ang mo" slang when she grow up.
till then , I leave u w/ a picture of how she looks now.
getting prettier day by day.
see, this make me proud as an aunty.
HAHA

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D

and now i present you w/ my darling niece

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. you know you ♥ her .

xoxo ; you know you love me
currently ; she makes me smile!

it's been a week

. we are, we are all innocent .

I can finally scratch of "do moral folio" from my to do list.
I'm so relived I've finally passed it up and done w/ it. *phew*
It's really so tiring to do this stupid folio, it serves no purpose! HAHA.. so we had to take pictures for our folio and jocelyn came over to my place and we took some of our remaining photo's.

. would you believe me if I said? I DID THOSE THINGS? .

well thank God that's over. now back to studying. it sucks much.
my weeks are not getting any better. and i have terrible mood swings again. so if i jus get angry and start screaming at you.. well you can just walk away or bare w/ me. it's all the stress that's getting to me I tell you. school is somehow getting frustrating. teachers are getting in my face like those irritating mosquitoes and so much work is piling up like nobody's business. H-E-L-P!

but I thank my friends who are able to put up w/ my sucky attitude nowadays in school.. I know I complain a lot.. HAHA!

and here are some of the birthday pictures. but the rest i'll keep. they are sort of P&C. thanks to them "hiau" girls.

. friends are forever ; guys are whatever .

. the girls who were there .

last saturday, we had out Triple Challenge event by youth wave.
mom and dad took me and yan all the way there to balik pulau stadium.
&& it was pure FUN!
all the running and screaming ; I really worked it out man.

but my team din even make it into the quarters or i dunno where. HAHA. we lost to the both teams. but oh-well, I had fun, except for some of them "female dogs". but the other team almost got into the semis w/ jus one goal down. DARN!
but we fireBRANDS really did our best and most importantly had fun.

. we're all grown up now .

Euwye took us smelly people back home.
come back first thing ; TV! - badminton . well our KKK/TBH lost. wtheck?
screamed like mad for them ok. ish

didn't have youth at night.. while some of them were in gurney/parties, I was at home sitting on my chair studying. oh what a night I had. HAHA.

woke up early the next morning jus to go to church, teach the kids dance again. thanks gudness we remembered the steps after hearing the music. it was so lovely to see some of the girls who are fast learners. and well the boys are being naughty as usual.

. vanessa cheng . ♥ hearts

went for lunch w/ parents & their cell members. it was a really yummy lunch indeed! after that, uncle jack chia-ed us coffee @ northam hotel. came back home and off to the TV once again. watched till it ended and had to bathe.

yan came to my place and the fetched sharon and off to new world park we went.. after our dinner, walked all the way to GBC for the Prize Giving from the triple challenge. well the first youth wave was better. but i can tell u one thing I enjoyed the most.

PASTOR ANDY's message.. I just love all the energy he has and the way he talks, gosh! I didn't even feel sleepy at all during his message. this proves how good he is. HAHA.. but it was nice.

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D

. school buddies .

. meet Mr. vain .

well all I have to say now is I pray that my weeks will start getting better and my mood swings go away so i can be little miss sunshine yet again!

and I hate driving in the RAIN. it's scary. HAHA

you know you ♥ me; xoxo

what a week it has been

. you'll always be apart of me .

my week has been really BLAHH! i really hate it when people talk about you. and you know it's so not true! whattheheck ok! if you dun't trust me and think i'm doing all these on purpose, den just kick me out lah.. not making an excuses not to go.
GRRRR.. hope i dun't turn out like that next time.

have been studying lately and i hope all those fact stays in my brains. mid year is jus round the conner. and it's like for 2 weeks. SPM is coming nearer and i'm damn scared. trails also i not ready ok! die die die.. and so, to take things off my mind, i decided to decorate my board which was once empty but now it's more filled up. LOL

. badminton rocks my world ; so bug off .

. we can work it out .

saturday ; florence seventeenth birthday
oh yea it was pure fun and laughter! my oh-so-sampat "3 8" friend vern lim made us laughed like mad ok. my jaw was literally numb from laughing anymore. it was so pain ok. and the moment he stepped into the house, his mouth just didn't shut up for a second! until we got so fed up and we were all screaming " SHUT UP VERN LIM" hahaha..
we as usual did more talking then eating. gotta meet florence other half. haha.. time for the interviews, played mafia but then rest din get it so we kinda gave up and played bullshit.. did quite ok. got bullshited a few times. HAHA. so ppl dun't lie.. there will be consequences :D
left around 11 smth, buy the time i droped jocelyn back home was already 12 a.m. studied awhile when i reached home den off to bed!

sunday ; church & captain ball
woke up early den yan called me told me we had sunday school duty, after that planned the dance for the 4,5,6 years old kiddies! gosh! i din believe they were so small. HAHA! but yet they're still cute. after church we had committee meeting so went to eat lunch w/ yan. did some catching up. den these ppl begged me to go for captain ball, so eunice took me home to get changed.

. V.I.P ; vain in person .

got back in time for committee meeting. GAH! dun wanna talk bout it. after that went to sharon's place so she could get changed. took a picture there w/ yan. and it so reminds me of the celebration of hope picture we took last year. w/ diff hairstyles of course! :D

. we're different now .

den on the way to youth park. I was so damn hungry and we saw the bread man @ loh guan lye and we like little kiddes rushed out of the car and went to buy all those junkfood! bad for health man. HAHA. den reach youth park, captain ball was great. never sweat so much before ok. daniel tay din come so we were the "strategy-less" group. but we did quiet ok lah!
den after that had a short game against GBC.. replaced sharon. did quiet ok. we were actually winning den somebody changed the score. oh well.
it was all fun!

Grandma's 82nd Birthday Celebration
ok! this is why i din attend youth ok?!
it was nice to go our for a family dinner when all my aunties come down. only my 2 cousin [koko stanley and serene] was not able to make it. so we got dressed up. and then left the house to ocean green. i can't believe all of us wore so nice so go and eat in an unaircondictioned place! the stupid mosquitoes! i'm gonna kill them!

. I LOVE ME .

and the food was excellent! the prawns was so fresh as if they had jus caught it and straight away cook it for us! DAMN good! they yummie-ness. my fav part was for sure the CRAB!

. it's finger licking good .

the cake was real nice too. chocolate coffee cake. it was not too thick nor too filling. it was jus right!

. the family .

and after that, as if we were not full enough, a few of us went to hagen daaz to eat summore. no lah! we were just taking the chance to spend my cousin's money! because we was going to chia us before he left! HAHA. so all of us went to eat.
and we did have a lot of laughs!

. flower balsam .

and of course the oh-so-yummy

. choc fondue .

let's hope my days gets better.. triple challenge tomorrow! rest well people! see ya'll!
back to studying.
keep those taggies rolling!

xoxo ; little miss sunshine

ok. school isn't that bad ♥

. you will never know the real me .

HAHA
yes laugh all you want. i kinda look like a nerd w/ specs. but somehow it looks good.

as i've already mentioned, we had our photo session in school 3 consecutive days. maine and zoe brought their cam and i decided to spam it w/ my face! hey may I remind you that I have to capture all these final moments I have in this school. like I said, everything will be my last. ok this is sad but. I 've gotta face the facts.

so, I chiew wen gave us all our duties and i got to do a stupid job which requires me to stand outside the stupid hall and arrange them students. got paired up w/ maine and zhu lian got zoe. well it's a pretty dumb job so i din bother doing it. HAHA!

. my ladies ; we got to do the crap work .

and this chiew wen just had to make noise jus because we were sitting down :D
so i got my butt up and give her face to go all the way down to arrange the other class where there's a girl in a wheelchair and kenot go up to the hall.
and then, one "ahmachi" jus gotta open her big fat mouth and complain

girl ; ehhh. Y can't we all go up to the hall and take our picture har?
me ; hello? be considerate lah. your friend here in wheelchair lah ok!
girl ; AIYOHHHHH!
me ; you better keep quiet. you think ppl wan to be like that ah?

i straight away tembak her ok! damn irritating lah all these ppl.. GRRR! i'll break their legs and put them in a wheelchair and see how they fell.. so people, watch what you say or I might just start lecturing you. lol. and after it finished, went back up to the hall again to sit down and relax. and suddenly this stupid zhu lian started teaching us bad words. HAHA! well we only have 4 words to say.

. the bad words club .

. me ; vice president .
. zhu lian ; president .
. xing ying ; secretary .
. xing fang ; member .
. phaik swen ; treasurer .


and here are the picture for the first day. din do much tough

. simone calls this the " 3 8 " club .


. my beloved buddies ; classmates .

and yet again day 2 & day 3 was a really long and super tiring day for us. had to stay back until 3p.m on thursday jus to do for the afternoon session girls. ISH! and i was like a really made girl changing from one uniform to another. cause was wearing ranger's uni that day. but so unfortunate i have pusat sumber and co-op photo shoot which requires me to change den in the middle I have to change back to rangers. SWT!

. i still <3 them even though they are so noisy .

. everybody went into a diff class ; miss them .

not going to talk much d. so here I leave u w/ pictures which is what i always do. enjoy!

semua orang in ponteng kerja!! including me. HAHA

faithful 5 terampil people! jus wasn't in the same class in F1


i din know a girl like me could study chemistry anytime ; any place! HAHA

and then my beloved yellow house friends started to try to get me annoyed. HAHA. by doing this "flower" pose. gosh. they're so cute :)

crazy girls ; i told ya'll she's the CLOWN! haha


my favourite add maths & mod maths teacher! seriously she's the best. PN LIM LI LI!


okay that a wrap people
i guess some people still wants to be in the spot light
HAHA


till next time.
bye people!

xoxo ; little miss sunshine

. every breath you take . every move u make . every bond u break . every step you take . i'll be watching you.

. oh how i love the pretty flowers outisde my school .

♥ the double D's

. i'm going to be your little sunshine .

got tagged by melanie. and i guess i have to do yet another tag :D

INSTRUCTIONS : Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 15 questions, then tag 5 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all. (you must be crazy to believe the blessing thing)

** changed a few question and deleted some because i already answered some of them in my last tag. SORRY!

1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
i don't think so. it's not ♥ , it's like only lah

2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island with your handphone which actually has a signal, who would you call for help?
911! ; helpppppppp!
jocelyn ; well not that she would be of any help but i could talk to her till my help comes. HAHA
mcd? ; i need my food ok. den they could resuce me :)

3.What place do you want to go the most?
the whole of Europe

4. What do you feel like doing right now?
sleeping

5. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
donate some to charity , go watch my badminton matches , shopping , new camera!

6.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
; bubbly
; she BITES
; cute

7. Which do you prefer from your other half? A hug or a kiss?
i dun't know. i dun;t have my other half. but i would prefer a hug!

8. Are you more afraid of failure or loss?
both actually. but more to the loss part

9. What kind of electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?
my handphone lah of course! it has everything ; internet excess , camera , MP3 player

10. If you had the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
the being lazy part

11. What makes you feel disappointed?
not doing well in my exams

12. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?
nope, i rather wait and see what God has planned for me instead of fast forwarding it. i dun't wan to become older faster.

13. What are u currently addicted to now?
american idol ; one tree hill ; cheesy wedges ; badminton

14. Who would u like to actually meet in person?
David Archuletta ; David Cook ; Chad Micheal Murray ♥
. well i've actually met everybody i wanted to meet @ world championships and malaysian open .

15. Who do i choose to TAG?
; charisma - since u said you ♥ doing tags
; pei yen
; joyce lim
; woan shing

American Idol Season 7


totally rocks my socks

i'm seriously enjoying it now and i think this is a really good season w/ talented people. and to the two people i really admire most!


David Archuletta


*sighssss.....
the cuteness! , the ever charming smile , that cute dimple , the small eyes , that black hair.
HAHA! dun't mind me i'm currently going "go go ga ga" over him I tell you!

and i officially ♥ the number 28! GAH! we have so much in common! LOL

and of course not forgetting the rocker :

David Cook


another dude to drool about for me!
voice damn chun ok. creative and a risk taker. but it all finally worked out!
WOOTS*
he made a song about a sparrow worth listening. ♥

stay tune to my blog. more pictures to come soon ok. enjoying my last few moments in school before I say "bye bye" and FYI! i'm not ready too. jus that the fact that i dun't have to see some teacher's face anymore makes me a whole lot happier!
till next time

xoxo ; little miss sunshine